Fast Fennica (30) escort West Auckland

Nintedo

Pursuing my graduation at ECU. Loves to travel, have fun and enjoy life to the max. Looking for someone special.

Invigilator

Damn I love side boob.

Vesicule

She looks a lot like one of my old students!

Warnings

Sorry for length of this, i tried to give lotta detail... thse friends->date transitions are delicate things eh.

Cadastral

Often the hardest thing to do is to attempt to describe oneself, so bear with my inexperience in thi.

Ironheaded

You know its good when you quietly mutter "damn" to yourself..

Heirich

A month ago he beat me up so badly, and tried to kill me because i didnt want to tellhim the truth about my ex2 who raped me. I did tell my ex that my ex2 raped me but everytime he asked me about it i kept changing the stories about how it happened because i was too afraid to go through it in my mind again. SO that day he beat me up, i finally confessed what really happened, he had a knife to my neck. The next day he after he woke up in the late afternoon, he tol dme he was sorry and he couldnt believe what he did to his "baby" and etc. I told him that its ok and i was sorry i lied. The following night my dad and brother came to beat him up because my friend from work told them what happened to me. I told them it wasnt he who beat me up and i was at a club and there was a fight and i got trapped in it. The next day my ex told me he doesnt want anything to do with me or my family and he called me names. For two weeks i begged him to take me back, he called me the worst of names told me im ugly and made me feel worthless. I finally said i need to move on and i started going out with my friends and had fun. On saturday he came to see me and he said he is sorry but will never take me back but we can be friends with benefits. SO we slept together, i missed him so much and i didnt no what else to do. SO now we're sleeping pals, it hurts me that he is goin out and might be chatin up and laughin with women but for sex he'l come to me and thats all. I thought i could get him back this way. But im hurting so much. The main reason why he wont take me back is coz my dad and bro beat him and wants revenge on my bro. I love him so much, i cant be with anyone else. I was raped and abused by two men i thought loved me. Who would want me? I'm goodlooking, i have a pure. loving, kind, gentle heart but all i get is hurt!! Why??? I want my ex back! how do i get him back? Should i? Im worth so much then to just be used for sex, but thats the only way i get to see him. When will i be appreciated and loved and not hurt? Im so close to hurting myself. It hurts, iv been tru hell and back twice, i keep giving but never received. What would you do? I love my ex, i cant bare to see him speaking or being with anyone else, coz in my heart i know he is the only one for me. He has told me him and I will never be together again in the way i want. Help me plz :'(.

Guality

Does she have any planets in Aquarius?

Etha

The people giving advice here sound like they've never had a moment of weakness or nostalgia. Personally, something very similar happened with me. I started dating my man while I was still interested in someone else, I never cheated, but I've never had closure and always asked myself, "what if"? Closure is a powerful thing. If you still love both of these men, you need to figure out which one you can see yourself spending your life with. You can't have your cake and eat it too.

Babitch

Recently retired from a local hospital in a technical field, I am looking for a wonderful partner to enjoy the simple pleasures in life. No grand adventure is planned, although nothing is.

Chaetal

I understand that you don’t want sadness in your life anymore - neither do I. Ironically, I don’t feel negatively about our relationship like you think. I just feel like we were both dealing with heavy **** and doing our best. I can’t blame you for having the desire to leave its only natural when you are devastated. I know you were devastated by the events with Petra ( btw this is the girl that he was having on online relationship with). AlI I can say is that was in a bad place then and I’m sorry. Unfortunately, she communicated and saw the good in me and all I’ve ever really wanted is that from you. I know you don’t know what to believe, but thats the honest truth.

Zhixin

And whaddya wanna bet her stud from yoga wants to bed her down with no strings, but isn't going to want to take care of her once Cali kicks her ass out?

Mesopic

Not over dressed... fcl.

Merida

More to the point of this thread...Those of us who feel this only have ourselves to blame for the predicament, the choices we've made the positions weve put ourselves in... it is what it is. And we only have ourselves to dig us out.

Tilefish

ask and i'll tel.

Sassoon

(gawddammit...this is the third time I've posted a response (and a long one to boot) that didn't show up, despite several attempts and even more "reloads" of the board. Bet it's happening to others, too. Can this be fixed? No sense even coming here if you waste your time responding!) So here's what I'd tried to write below, to the gal who's found out her b/f is making many calls to his ex (on cell): First of all, not sure why he needs and ex to do him favors....is it REALLY necessary, I mean, is she the ONLY person in the world who can do these for him? The fact that he's lied about the frequency he talks to her, and the fact that you have proof before you that he's iNITIATING the calls...that's bad...but the fact that he gets all defensive and rude and makes YOU out to be jealous and insecure, obviously trying to take the focus off himself....that, my dear, is the biggest red flag. Guys who lie and are guilty will pull this sh*t like clockwork. Can't tell you how many times I've experienced it firsthand. They fear they've been 'busted' so they try to take the focus off themself by being overly hostile/rude/angry/confrontational/defensive. As far as I'm concerned, they might as well wear a big neon sign around their neck that says LIAR.